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I hate my family sometimes...

Feb. 26th, 2012 | 10:47 pm

They are my biggest bullies.... they make me feel like shit and I don't think they even realize it. The things they say are so mean and unfair sometimes I just wanna burst out in tears... I'm not even comfortable around them, afraid that I'm gonna be called fat again or stupid. Nothing is ever good enough for them and sometimes they just make me wanna kill myself. 'Cause let's face it if your own family treats you this way and can make you feel like this how are other people gonna react on your presence? It just hurts so much and I just want it to stop. I just want them to love me and accept me for who I am...is that so much to ask?

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Feb. 19th, 2012 | 06:08 pm

I realize that I don't really do much with my LJ >.< I mean I only made it so I could read fics and comment on them :) I don't really write them myself and I don't exactly live this interesting life where something exciting happens to me.... ah well I like it this way

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Feb. 19th, 2012 | 06:06 pm

Okay, so I've started my internship and I actually enjoy it!I mean I've had exprience with the job before but you know.... new company, new people and all. And the children seemed to like me as well so that's good :D though I must say I still have backproblems (stupid car-accident) so I'm tired really quickly:which is a downside and not really good when you're working with kids but I think I manage. My co-workers are really nice and I really enjoy it there. Let's hope the rest of the year goes well too :)

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Writer's Block: Background players

Nov. 27th, 2011 | 12:41 pm

What is your computer wallpaper right now?


It's Shinee's Taemin and Jonghyun ^__^

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Oct. 25th, 2011 | 10:24 pm

I HATE MY SISTER ! I HATE HER! how could she do that to me?

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Sep. 14th, 2011 | 10:06 pm

asakjsfgskdbgfds omg I can't stop listening to JYJ's In Heaven<333 love the clip<3

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YunJae plot bunny

Aug. 4th, 2011 | 12:24 am

So , I have been having this idea for a fic for quite some time now.
So Yunho is in his senior year and he is arrogant and mean and cares only about looks because that is what his father taught him. He is running for some election( I let you decide on that part for what it is he's running)
and he get's in a fight with the school's ''witch'' she/he embaresses Yunho in front of the whole school and he's getting even by inviting her for the school ball and he humiliates her there. She speaks a curse upon him making him creepy with scars on his whole face and body and bald. Only if a person says I love you ,will the curse be broken. Yunho gets locked away by his father but when he sneaks out he meets Jaejoong. And he sees what a kind and sweet person Jae is. Then one night when he follows Jaejoong he sees him looking for his dad who is in trouble with some gangsters. Jaejoong tries to help his dad but get knocked out, and his father shoots one of the gangsters , who swear revenge for killing their member by threatenng Jaejoong .Yunho saves him and makes a deal with his father to protect Jaejoong against the gangsters. So Jaejoong get's to move in with Yunho. He tries to buy Jaejoong's heart by giving him expensive presents but Jae doesn't want it. They still haven't met in person and when Jae finally sees Yunho's scarred face he's sweet about it. I let you figure the rest out ^^

Yes this plot is based on the movie Beastly xD
The reason why I won't write it myself is because I want this story to be good so >.< and I'm an awful writer haha

Let me know if you're taking this bunny ^__^

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Tumblr<3

Jul. 2nd, 2011 | 02:44 pm
location: Bedroom
mood: accomplished
music: Jaejoong- It's my only world

check out my tumblr at http://keiifu.tumblr.com/

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Jun. 24th, 2011 | 02:32 pm





Pretty Minnie ^^

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Jun. 15th, 2011 | 02:58 pm

 I PASSED MY EXAMS! FUCK YEAH

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